my bruised toe fucking hurts.

i just want to rip it off. but that'll probably hurt more.

got an evil overpriced parking ticket today. guess no eating out for the next two weeks.

job interview today in about an hour. whoopeee. i need money.

i kinda miss my summer job...just cuz it paid so well.

i feel like my room is never clean...even tho i clean it like everyday.

i finally made my picture collage. it's pretty.

k bye.

xoxo.

Currently Listening Here I Am By Marion Raven see related

i should really be at field hockey conditioning right now...but thanks to my super bruised and bleeding toe i'm not. i woke up at 6:50am only to try to put my left foot in my sneakers only to cause my toe to bleed another the nail. haha sorry for the gross description. but it's so frustrating cuz i just want my body to be normal so i can play hockey but it's probably better to take a day break from practice and go back to it tomorrow once my toe feels better. i really hope my teammates don't think i'm slacking off.  i hate it when ppl think that.

so field hockey has basically been 8am conditioning and 6:30pm practice everyday. my body is really responding to how i haven't worked out in a month. yesterday we did sprints for almost 4 miles. i seriously couldn't feel my legs during those sprints.

i feel like i've been getting frustrated w/ things and ppl easily these days. school hasn't even started and i already feel a little stressed out w/ so many things. well i'm mostly worried about things rather than stressed out. i blew up at elspeth last night because she was poking my sides from behind to tickle me. i was already in pain from field hockey having bruises in 3 different places and my whole body was incredibly sore. it was just the wrong time to tick me off and i end up getting really pissed off.

anyway today's a new day and i'll just go back to my happy-go-lucky self and push away all my crappy thoughts.

xoxo pinkie.

tonight was incredibly fun.

yay davis. and joe's apartment. lOl.

xoxo.

Currently Listening Monkey Business By Black Eyed Peas my humps see related

back home in san jo...for a night. lOl.  just the last time for me to bring stuff home and take the rest of the stuff for the apartment. i love our place. incredibly cozy and by this weekend we should have all the furnitures and whatever else we need.

my time at davis so far has been SO much fun. elspeth brought sara [who i'm real fond of :P] to visit and we all went out to fuji's to pig out on sushi. and then just hanging out w/ the roommates...going to countless thrift stores, target, walmart, one dollar stores. fitting huge ass furnitures AND four ppl in my car at the same time. hahaha that was...um real interesting. and then freaking out jennie by going 100 mph on highway 113. o and also watching a freaking load of movies cuz comcast won't be coming till next wed. pOOp. but it's ok...i'm stealing my neighbors' wireless internet for the moment

also seeing everybody else...

the boys visited our place...and then we all got into brett's tiny car...me getting sandwiched btwn john and larson while having to sit on the hard plastic thing in the back to go back to the boys' place. we all got drunk, elspeth licked the wall [just to get kaylie's attention] and rolled around the floor, rosy yelling at three boys across the street, jumping into an ice cold pool.

visited allie, patrick, kevin's pretty but really far away apartment at lakeshore. running into irene on the bus. cyril at the mu, jen+julie at the mu bus stop, checking out evan and rob's apartment and seeing emily there, and running into dorie at the silo.

we also named our house ghost...steve. haha. we would all be sitting downstairs in the living room...and then hearing this THUNK from upstairs and we would all go..."hey steve! how's it going?"

elspeth and i have been working hard at getting a job for this fall. can't say what it is yet though...we want to keep it on the DL for now. hehe. o and tried out the apartment's hot tub. THAT was freaking relaxing.

elspeth's my wifey.

anywhooooo back to cowtown tomorrow and we're gonna party it up!

xoxo pinkie.

Currently Listening Unwritten By Natasha Bedingfield these words see related

maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. without them, what would shape our lives? perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. after all, seasons change. so do cities. people come into your life and people go. but it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.

off to davis for a few days to settle in our new townhouse w/ the roommates!

you wouldn't believe how many trips it took me to finish moving all the furnitures and other things. rawr! i'm so glad i can actually organize things instead of just dumping everything in the room. lOl.

can't wait to see everyone again in d-town.

no internet yet though so if anything...u can always call the cell

xoxo pinkie.